The poems in Broken Compass are for the most part in the
order of writing from my first poem in Athens, Ohio as a sophomore at
Ohio University. They progress through the hitch-hiking, rock
climbing days to the cowboy
clubbing idiot that wanted to settle down but couldn't shake adventure's
tempestuous call.
1977
Child of the World
..about seeing a shooting star and feeling the insignificance of
being on this tiny planet...this started it all, my first poem
I Am Old
..a Christian's view of looking back on their life and forward to
the next one....written for my grandparents when I was a teenager...this
is the poem I showed her in the piece "Sensasia"
Stroke of Midnight
..a look at the underbelly of the world around a novice poet
1978
Sunward
..about taking off on his motorcycle and
riding towards god know where
Life Longing
..a naive dream of what love and marriage should
eventually be
Masterpiece
..first love poem I ever wrote...I love looking back on the old
ones and smile at the naivety
Spirit of Eve
..about an innocent young man's view of girl he places on a
pedestal
Marilyn
..a take on the sad life of Marilyn Monroe
Timeless
..written to my first love when I realized there was no way fate
would ever let us be together and I took off for the bright
lights and big city
True Love
..written for my little sister when I decided to leave home and
head for Texas
My last quarter at Ohio University was fall of 1978.
My best friend, John Palombo and I packed a U-haul trailer and hitched
it to my old Chevy Nova and headed for Texas. We left New Year's
Day of 1979 heading for Dallas and those beautiful cheerleaders but
ended up heading
into the worst ice storm in that part of the country in half a century.
Unfortunately we couldn't get an apartment without a job or a job
without an apartment. A old college roommate of mine had a brother
who lived in Houston, so we decided to head down there. He let us
crash at his apartment for the night and told us where there was a
construction site that was hiring. The next day we got lost and
went to the wrong site, but were hired on the spot. We bought a
newspaper and found an apartment that offered the first month's rent for
free. So, Houston became our new home.
1979
The Last Mustang
..this is one of most popular poems receiving hundreds of
views a month...about the the end of the dream of the old west and what
it stood for
Stormy Night
..about loving your family and friends.....written
while visiting my parents and realizing that shelter I grew up beneath
was gone for me forever
1980
Street Wise
..written before rap...about the plight of a poor inner city kid and the vortex that
is the ghetto
Sandscript
..about the anguish at watching the fall of a great empire
The Crusader
..about my journey into life and those I've left behind.
1981
Butterfly Effect
..about the death of John Lennon...written on a hangover
Charlie Thrash
..this is a true story....I went to the geriatric home in my
hometown to do a speech for a public speaking assignment in college.
Beer
.the way the art works on this poem may be better than the poem
itself...that's ok, I like beer!
Mason Jar
..about the thoughts of a man trapped in a coma
Song of the Serpent
..a gritty little ditty about a naughty man trying to have his
way with something sweet and pretty...LOL
Visionarium
.about that alternate existence that we enter when we turn
out the lights on this one to start another day
Raindrop
..a comparison of the circle of life and drop of rain
Sizzling Rain
..about the loneliest night of a man's young life
Earliest Memory
..about a real dream I used to have and a real memory of my
mother's reaction of not wanting to hear it because it disturbed
her....feels kind of like a foreshadowing of my life
On the Air Waves
..poetry and art are merely arrows shot into the infinite mind
Legacy
..an alien's view of the earth millions of years from now
1982
To A Son Unknown
..I went through a abortion with a girl when I was young and will be
haunted by it for the rest of my life
Too Long
..written when I used to hang out in the "Urban Cowboy" dancehalls
in Houston back in the 80s
Paula's Poem
..how much does a beautiful woman define nature?...we poet's try
but never quite get there
Savannah
..about the seasons of life in all their raw glory
March 6, 1982
..about the death of John Belushi
Exorcism
..about the drive to push the frustration of the world away with
iron. My buddy John and I used to hit the gym so hard in those days that
we wouldn't quit until one of us threw up.
Let's Run
..written in the Harris county jail...I got in a barroom
brawl over a woman and landed two counts of assaulting a police officer,
public intoxication, and a few old traffic warrants...I had to memorize
this because I didn't have a pencil and paper
Crescent Moon
..portrait of the awkward feeling before the first kiss and onward
from there.
After the Rapture
..about a guy who missed the rapture - I was raised a
Southern Baptist and my grandfather was a Baptist preacher. I wrote this
long before the "Left Behind" series that became so popular with the
evangelicals.
Translucence
..about the realization that not even Homer and Shakespeare
will be remembered forever
Left Lane
..portrays a the thoughts that gnaw on a young man's soul as he
leaves home to head out on his own
Broken Glass
..about how being grounded to your room looks through the eyes of a
young boy.
Total Eclipse
.. wondering how long before someone pushes "the button"
Endless Night
..about waiting for the end...you know they don't want you anymore,
but you refuse to see it until it dawns upon you on an endless
night...please let me sleep!
Enchanted Rock
..about rock climbing at Enchanted Rock in Fredericksburg, Texas
and that deep fear we love to hide and challenge
Human Race
..about the marathon of life...how much ground have you covered?
1983
Deja Vu
..about seeing someone for the first time and knowing you've loved them
somewhere before
Puzzles
..about loving a beautiful, innocent girl who's demons somehow
prevent her from letting go and giving you her all
Today
..about that moment when a man realizes her push a woman he
loves too far...maybe over the brink!
Thanatos Lullaby
..about succumbing to the big sleep and how it's just part of the
circle of life
Just Words
..about the realization that it doesn't matter what I or
anyone else writes or says...they're just words
Lighthouse Belle
..about a woman who's you guiding light and shelter from the
storm
Rachel
..about the a young mother's hellish choice to give her baby up
for it's own good
Bedtime Stories
..written for the first girl I lived with. I was learning a lot
quickly
Lost and Found
..about being lost in the forest, but finding your soul
Mental Menopause
..written ten years before I got married and probably why I was
thirty-two before I did. Sometimes
I think I had premonitions and saw events such as my midlife crisis
coming when I was twenty-three although I did figure I'd live to be
thirty.
Letting Go
..about finally being able to truly let go of someone you're dearly in
love with
1984
Misty Dawn
..an analogy of a tryst with a beautiful woman and the long
shadow of possible nuclear war....really
Malnutrition
..a brief and direct take on the death of a romance
Blue Sunday
..reminiscing about a lost lover on a lonely weekend day
Bigot
..about life
from the view point of a stupid bigot.
Sensasia
..about being led to the other side after death by a loved one
who's passed before you
Let the People Talk
..heading back to the single world appreciating the relationship that
broke apart instead of being angry or sad about it...a guide on how to
break up with a lover with a touch of class
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